Stained In Satin

2009-08-18T18:28:00.002+08:00

no matter where you go
i won't be very far
cos in my head i'll be right there where you are
cos love has no distance baby
love, love has no distance baby
no, not when it comes to you and me.

♥ ,
its a beautiful thing. (:

2009-04-12T17:24:00.002+08:00

alley lights, never shine quite as bright as in the movies,
still wanna go
cos something here, in the way, in the way that we're constantly moving
reminds you of home.
so you're taking these pills for to fill up your soul
and you're drinking them down
with cheap alcohol
and i'd be inclined to be yours for the taking
and part of this terrible mess that you're making with me.
i'm the catalyst.

when you say love is a simple chemical reaction
can't say i agree
cause my chemicals, left me a beautiful disaster
still love's all i see
so i'm taking these pills for to fill up my soul
and i'm drinking them down
with cheap alcohol
and you'd be inclined to be mine for the taking
and part of this terrible mess that i'm making with you
you're the catalyst.

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for now,
i can safely say i've never been happier.
you're the catalyst.

2009-01-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

tagged by morgan. (hahah finally i'm blogging)

1. Do you have secrets?
Yes.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
Yes.

3. Do you enjoy going school?
For the company, not the education part.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
I'd buy my own dream house and save the rest.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Don't think so.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved.

7. List 5 favourite movies.
ponyo!

8. If the person you secretly liked is already attached,what would you do?
Seduce the person. hahahhh

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Someone.

10. Do you have any regrets?
Plenty.

11. How would you see yourself in 10yrs time?
Dead.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
silly

13. Would you rather be single & rich OR married but poor?
Single and rich.

14. What are your favourite colours?
Black and purple.

15. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes.

16. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who makes me happier.

17. What are the top five countries on your to go list?
Spain Switz Netherlands Seychelles Maldives

18. Do you prefer being a single or having a relationship?
lol it depends.

19. Do you think you're fat?
hahah sometimes.

20. 5 people i have tagged.
whoever who comes here to read my almost non-existent blog.

2009-01-18T18:00:00.002+08:00

I WAS BORED. SO I LOOKED UP MY ARCHIVES AND FOUND THIS.
EXACTLY THREE YEARS AGO, ON THIS VERY DATE, I WROTE THIS POST:

20060118
I really cannot fathom why some people have to be so indifferent.

Think, before you act.

Boom.
No.
"Hell, sometimes life ain't fair"
It's a comic book crush that got them nowhere.

It's weird but I feel satisfaction every single time I look at my wall calender. C is for Clara who wasted away. D is for Desmond thrown out of a sleigh. Awesome images to go along.

There is no point in saying it if no one understands. I rest my case. Fullstop.

Tag replies.
Julie: Haha, lucky. But morning runs are healthy. :D
IYLIA: Heh. You just realised?
ashley: I'm not a kap person. Lol.
tox: Yeah, yeah. I know. My stories are always nothing beside yours right? Of course. I'm not worrying. Who ever said of worrying? I have had my head knocked, thank you.
Dj: Gee, stop getting on my nerves. I'm not in a good mood.
pleen: I know you well enough to know your lame jokes, statements and whatnots. But they never fail to make me smile and that's why you're my Sunshine.

tikaS.
itaH.

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Sometimes, reading my old posts, it makes me think. I was so much more articulate in whatever I blogged. It didn't take me long to remember what was happening three years ago on this day. It surprises me how certain memories from the past are just so clear.
hahah. i was such a bitchy person last time in crescent. lol.

I MISS CRESCENT.
i hope hannah would really organize a 4S1 reunion. that'll be hilarious.
:D

okbai. i have no idea why i'm blogging twice in a day.

2009-01-18T17:12:00.003+08:00

xanthe, tqh!

hahah this girl always has the same pair of shoes as me!!
copycat. but i still love you la.

silly billy with her super short fringe that i cannot stand.
heheh. :)

MET MY LOVELY TRIO YESTERDAY.
tqh still haven't sent my the group photo so leem's not in it.
missed them! hahah
it was good la seeing them after a million years. :D
seeing leem again soon cos she forgot to return my hairband! haha . yay.

yay i'm blogging. hahah :D

2009-01-04T09:50:00.012+08:00

2008 was:

(in no particular order)

retaining was very much a blessing to me
i swear i've never been happier in AJ
like someone said,
i can't believe you're having fun in AJ
i'm thankful i've got a more than awesome class,
the ridiculously retarded bunch of cliquemates,
the retainees, lepak-ers of nexus, etc.
school, was unbelievably good. :)

but at the same time,
2008 was dramatic.
but i managed t pick myself up.

I'll never ever forget december 2008.
most eventful holidays I ever had (so far).
especially that 5days4nights,
awesomenesz.

lets hope 2009 wouldn't bring so much shit aye?
especially with A's coming. :)

♥

2008-12-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

last week, i watched the number twenty-three.
today, i saw 23 everywhere.

coooool....

2008-11-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

I'm finally here after a million years.
a million things happened along the way.
so much to say, but then again, nothing much to say.
i'm contradicting myself but then again, don't i always.

i think i'm depressed. how bout you?

Symptoms of depression include:

Feeling sad or blue, or “down in the dumps”
Loss of interest in things the person used to enjoy
Feeling worthless, hopeless, or guilty
Sleeping too little or too much
Changes in weight or appetite
Feeling tired or having little or no energy
Feeling restless
Problems concentrating or making decisions
Thoughts of death or suicide

but then again, it could be bipolar disorder!

Symptoms of mania include:

Increased energy level
Less need for sleep
Racing thoughts or mind jumps around
Easily distracted
More talkative than usual or feeling pressure to keep talking
More self-confident than usual
Focused on getting things done, but often completing little
Risky or unusual activities to the extreme, even if it’s likely bad things will happen

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i need to go visit a shrink. :D

lol who am i kidding. blogging again after a million years. no one ever comes here anymore anyway. haha.

so yeah, okbai.

2008-06-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

i had ALIMRAK for 11th June.

11June - Karmilalala and Ruth

ok karmila will be known as lee. cos her name is alimrak spelled backwards. and ali is too long so i'm calling her li=lee. haha

KARMILA says (9:15 PM):
i'll call you HA
pocket king. says (9:16 PM):
ok lee
KARMILA says (9:17 PM):
hahahhahahha, HA, youre so funny.

(:
lee is a loadful of rubbish but i luff her. cos she can stand my rubbish. eh next time we must eat all of zamzam specialties okay. but we'll wear big big tee shirts and shorts so no one will ever see the bulge of our tummys.

woke up kinda late. smsed lee but she was at cck platform already. haha i ended up being 17mins late. lee told me to take my time cos she wanted to reflect about life. -.-'" i was kinda angsty in the train probably i cos was still in my sleeping mode. it took a while before we both warmed up and energized up.
reached bugis, walked to zam zam. ate a million and one things. laughed like crazy. but the food defeated us. one makcik even laughed at us for eating so much. TSK. we walked over to haji lane with our bulging tummys and took pictures. haha the pictures are so retarded.
then went topshop played dressup! haha. i shall not embarrass lee by writing explicit details because i' m a good friend. ;D ruth(new found friend) came and then it was three people in one dressing room. it was kinda hot and hard to breathe.
okay then we got bored so we went to arcade. played bishi bashi (i won), basketball (i won), and daytona(i won). HAHAH. am i good or good. actually i'm terrible. they're just worse than terrible. heehee.
then then we took neoprints. it was ages since i took my last neoprint. seriously. so it was quite fun. lol. then we went brasbasah area to color photocopy the neoprints to divide among the three of us(: then walked back to starbucks to get my java chip then walked back to zam zam cos lee had to get dinner then said byebye to ruth and then we walked to mrt!

OK i'm done. haha. i'm keeping the other details to myself. cos its just simply lee and i being retarded.

please date me again soon. i luff lee. (:

but haha i love irfan more please.
ok shut up sya.

okbai!

2008-06-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

i don't know if you still read this but here goes:
licnepwoc

:)

2008-05-29T08:42:00.000+08:00

im getting lazier and lazier t blog these days.
more random pictures.

Esh dearest hope you're doing fine in
the third world country. Can't wait t see you
when you're back! :D ♥ you, bestie.

Went t visit morgan the other night. Miss Morgan.

Earlier in the day i spent 9 hours with ngsiying. stupid first aid course la. lol. we went crazy during the lunch break. Had a buffet! LOL. and planned for next week already. heehee.

This was a scene during lunch last friday before chem lecture...

Last sunday, during our blood donation drive. :D

OKAY I'M DONE. next update will probably be in a million years.

2008-05-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

nicely one very eventful week. (: pictures will do the talking maybe. i'm very tired!!

Monday!
twohill came t the hippest school on earth for some roadshow. the guys and ron were trying to be funny when they asked what the letter S stood for for some abbreviation thing. kept shouting my name. towards the end they said they were giving out free milk so we were stalking the milk guy when he came. i was jokingly saying "eh grab the boxes and we keep in the lockers ah!" AND THEY REALLY DID IT. the picture here was just the first stage of the milk mission. i didn't get t take a picture of the final one. lol. anyway, we've got more than a hundred bottles. awesome idea, Sya.

Tuesday!
The 5 hour break day. Thought it was just gonna be a day spent mugging cos apparently we thought there was gonna be two common test the following day. turned out to be just physics so after the math lesson during the 3hour break, ron assfart and i went t lt4 and we went crazy while waiting for 1215 to go nyp to makan.

AFTER LUNCH! victor turned into the resident geek, with specs, my bag, attire and books all. paraded around school till we all succumbed to the heat and retired to the library to read comics. lol.

Wednesday!
lessons part was boringgggg. haha anyway after school was TRACK&FIELD MEET AT AJ! haha. lame ass shit. thank god i didn't have like first aid duty haha. had so much fun with the class. so we came late cos like we were happily taking our own sweet time eating in the nexus. so when we got to the stands the only available seats were the ones right at the back, where it was burning hot. so we just burned to death. anyway during the whole thing i got bullied like crazy. cos ron had to run so i was left with a bunch of psychos. played cards with jojo assfart and vicky. like one and a half game, cos the second one was disrupted by the scuffle i had with jojo. i think i broke his finger. then i got a head wash, without water, got tripped and rolled on the track in front of panther house, got my shoe pulled off, etc etc. but yesheng got punched and i bet it hurt like crazy. only got two pictures. (:

weewee the cougar. ronsyayeshengweevicky

Thursday!
I went to the woods.

Friday!

hottest day of the week(: haha! and i got this other picture from my counterparts in sekolah. they're highly retarded.

they said a picture speaks a thousand words. 'enuff said. (:

SATURDAY AND SUNDAY WERE HELL. tonnes of homework. i'm finally done with the list. gonna get some rest now. BYEBYE. (:(:(:

2008-04-21T16:31:00.001+08:00

the past six days was hell. hahaa. it was either burning hot or freezing cold. sleep wasn't shiok at all, so i haven't had proper sleep since wednesday night.

anywayyyyyy, i got so fascinated by the iv drip thing i started smiling and smiling to myself until the nurse came to touch my forehead and ask me if anything's wrong. HAHAHAHHA. she must have thought i was hallucinating again. (8

ok skip.
i'm getting better and i think i'll be back to school on eitherrrr tuesday or wednesday. wednesday for sure i'm coming cos there's pre spa. can't miss that, can i. besides, people are missing me already. ;D HAHA. okok. shut up sya.

since i'm in a good mood......maybe its just the medications. hahahahhahahah.
i shall post up random pictures from my phone! :D (: yay.

pictures!

mother, and hakim! haha runs in the blood. can't see our eyes!

shafina shafina!! haven't seen her in a million years before that day!

esh pea looking haggard after mugging the whole day right! ;D

hahaha. mommy, sissy, hakim and zihni the baby punching hakim. so cute right.

heehee. i wanted to keep it there and bring it back but
sadly they didn't allow. :(

ok i'm done! i miss irfan terriblyyyyyyyy. haven't seen him in a million years. :(:( but its alright. we how tight! ;D QQQ

haha. anyway happy birthday to vinish the old man. even though he doesn't read this. lol.

ok i'm gonna sleep byebye. (:

2008-03-14T11:22:00.001+08:00

I'm finally blogging again! Okay, shall blog about this week, the holidays! (: Maybe if I'm not lazy I'll upload some pictures too. :D

Saturday & Sunday
Spent the weekend finishing up all the holiday assignments! I knew that I wouldn't have the time or mood to do it any other time during the holidays. So I completed Math & GP. Haha. I was rather proud of myself. Lol.

Monday
Flew over t the sister's house, chilled and lol had lots of fun before evening came and Asyikin came over. Watched tv and helped her with her APGP, then ate ate ate and watched more tv! Didn't sleep till very very late. lots of funn (:

Tuesday
Woke up early all hyped up for the day! Haha actually no, woke up early cos it was freezing cold! Haha. Made pancakes for the sister, brother in law, sister in law and myself! Watched Dirty Jobs at alligator farm and got super amused and and and lost track of the time!! It was 9.15 and I was still sprawled on the living room floor. Rushed like crazy and took the train down to Bedok! thought I would be the only late one but then it turned out that I was quite early! only ten minutes late! Chee Yee was later than me! haha. the rest were already waiting! 11 out of 17 came,
Siying, Eileen, Swu San, Kanmani, Pavithra, Yan Hua, Me, Joshua, Han Xu, Terence, Chee Yee.
:D
So we took 197 down t ecp. Cycled for abit before it started raining. We sheltered under the shelter for awhile. Played a little daidee with han xu, yan hua, terence while the rest talked till the rain stopped. Made plans t get out from there after eating but while eating at bk it rained like no tomorrow. Wasted time at the arcade before walking in the rain t get out from there. Poor Chee Yee had to share the umbrella with Joshua, the last person you'd wanna share the umbrella with. The stupid retainee tried to push me into the puddles but haha didn't succeed, unlike the last time we had class dinner. lol. I learnt my lesson la. So, we went t Marina Square where we split up. Han Xu, Yan Hua and Terence went to play pool and bowling while the rest of us just walked around. We finally ended up at Seoul Garden to eat! Took a group picture without the three before kanmani and pavithra went off!

Haha I was laughing like crazy when they were taking the picture cos Joshua sent me his highly disturbing trance music and I was laughing at the songs. but I shall not say anymore negative comments about them cos I gave my word that I would learn to appreciate that genre. HAHA!
okay whatever. so we went t eat! had not much of an appetite as we just had bk few hours back, so for the first half hour or so i took bits of chicken and stuff. after that we just started playing with the food! the scrambled eggs were gross! haha. so was the bbq-ed and steamed pau. the six of us, swu san, siying chee yee (the active side of the table) and eileen, me, joshua, we were laughing like crazy at everything la. lol. the funniest was when they were eating the ice kacang and siying waved her pineapple and went, "You want more? We'll give you more!" HAHAHAHAHAHA. I swear we laughed till we teared and till our stomachs and cheeks were hurting like crazy. everyone was looking over to our corner! hahaha. okay, its an inside joke only our school students would know cos that was a line from the school rap. LOL! from then on, whenever each of us made eye contact with one another we'll just laugh. haha finally we left and met up with the three who went dinner at Yoshi. had another picture! without kanmani and pavithra obviously.

headed back with han xu and walked all the way back from je! irfan the best accompanied me on the phone!! :D haha had a very fun day with the class. reached home rather late! the whole house was dark. luckily they didn't lock me out. haha. OH MAN I'M SO GONNA MISS 03\08 pae. :( saddd

Wednesday
Almost couldn't wake up in time for camp. Went there with Syafiq. After attendance and all we got t know our groups.
the "Dayaks" comprised of : Syafiqah, Aisyah, Farhanah, Rasyidah, Haikal, Syafiq, Syafeeqah.
haha quite a havoc group. lol. first they did stretching and some bonding games. it wasn't bad la haha rather fun. then was something like captains ball. we won one game and lost one! not bad la. my knee hurt after that though. haha shouldn't have played, i know but lol, there wasn't enough players if i didn't play. then there was the Amazing Race thing. and our group won! amazingly!! after lunch was the percussion thing and gosh, as interesting and enriching as it was, i was real tired and sleepy!! my eyes kept drooping and was so tempted to sleep right there. but thankfully i didn't! it'll be so rude to the instructor! had a small performance and i thought it was pretty neat! after that was silat. sat one corner with syafiq the slacker and watched them silat. haha bitched about some people too. crazy right. haha. then came dinner, cheer competition and prize giving and dismissal!
it was super tiring but very fun! i didn't expect to have so much fun but i did! haha. surprise surprise! :D took a picture with the person In-Charge of the camp, Erlinna the Gajah! haha. lol look at Syafiqah at the back.

(:(:(:(:(:

Thursday
Here's to irf,
HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY!

haha. I probably said that a million times yesterday but whateverrrrr. haha
i ♥ you! thanks for yesterdayyyyy~! Q Q Q (;

after irfan met tqh at 66bustop! said hi bye then left! when i was alighted the bus and walking back i realised that she was going to the class(0607) chalet. so then she asked me to go with her! haha asked the Mother and got the green light! so met q at 5 and we went there. met melissa at pasir ris and she took us there. reached there, ate ate ate ate ate alot! there was too much food! anyway then played daidee and tried t play bridge but failed, so jk took over and played for me. then camwhored with melissa and qh and whoever else who was free to entertain the three of us. lol. anyway I ATE SO MUCH MY STOMACH WANTED TO BURST.
3 or 4 or 5 chicken wings,
a million mutton and chicken satays,
4 or 5 huge fishballs,
mashmellows,
Stingray,
pringles,
gobstoppers
a little fried rice and noodles.
& lots of Ribena.
felt like a damn glutton. haha. caught up with the latest scandals in the class and all. it was rather interesting!! haha. i never expected it. ever. lol. after much amusement q and i left after the whole drama about the fake scandal between q and jeremy. haha. it was funny! q couldn't believe it la. we took car back and chatted and laughed about everything that happened just now before we both just fell asleep all the way till bukit batok! haha we were so so so so tired already!!
haha. but i had fun la. happy that i went. i miss the class. :( sad that xanthe and leemiang didn't go though. as usual. :\
there's a million pictures. made an album through picaboo.
here's the link
0607 people, please tag and tell me if the link works. if you want specific pictures, tell me online. haha i'll send it over. and oh, sorry, they're rather dark. so yeah. haha.
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Yeah, so that was my week. Today the permanent timetable was released. Mine is fcking disgusting. Everyday end so damn late. tuesday I've got some 5 hour break, wednesday and friday 3 hours break. DISGUSTING. School's gonna suck i tell you. joshua said, compared to his, I should appreciate mine. I think there's not much difference la. both ours like shit. then look at 0108's timetable. they end HOURS before us every single damn day. yucks. can retain one more year already haha that was funny. anyway the teachers better be good and nice. tsk, i'm so not looking forward to school.

Okay I'm done blogging. this took me a million years. okbai.

2008-03-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

Karmila Binte Sudirman,

you stupid blocker. idk if you're gonna read this but i hope you would. HOW DARE YOU BLOCK MEEEE. anyway you better unblock me or else you wouldn't know what was the outcome of the stupid loser called f_____ thing. ;D so yeah. better unblock me!!

Sincerely,
nsyaj (:

2008-03-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

I GOT A 'B' FOR MALAYYYY!!!!!!

hahah. omg. i. Still. cannot. believe. it.

lol. kept laughing at my oral. glad i didn't fail though! i screwed it up big time! happy with the Pass (:

joke of the day was that azfar got worse than syafiq. amazing man.everyone was shocked!
haha and the "scholar" got an S and was very very happy. retarded.

after results we lepaked awhile before going for the malay bonding thing. haha. it was fun la. lol. so many people were so shocked that i was actually going for the thing. haha!
and yes, i'm going for the malay camp next week too. good ah? ;D

OKAI I'M GOING TO CELEBRATE EVEN THOUGH A 'B' IS USELESS COS ONLY 'A' COUNTS. whateverrrrrr la. don't wanna waste my time doing malay again. i'll end up ponning all the lessons like last year. ;D haha!

OKBAI. (:

2008-03-01T14:09:00.000+08:00

School in the past week was a rather waste of time but it was fun, i must admit it. The class is super crappy i tell you. fun shit. (: hope they'll keep us all in the same class. though i've got this feeling they'll all land up in the same class but not me and joshua. they'll probably throw the retainees all over again. :( anyway class outing during hols! can't wait. (:

got to meet IZZ on tuesday and KARMILA on friday!

HAHA. i can't find my eyes. and yeah, don't have to tell me, same standard smile.
lol. and both pictures were taken at the exact same place. different day/time/angle.
(:

caught up on everything with Izz. its been a million years since i saw her before that day. :D
we ate waffles since it was tuesday and bccf!! from carls. then we walked t taka sat out there to chillz yo till we finished sucking our lollipop and had t go! i missed izz so damn much.

karmilalalalalala(: banged her a million times while walking to taka. played daidee and stress there while ants crawled up my skirt. :( then we moved back t cine ljs to eat and played more stress and blackjack! i owe her 35 bucks. but gave her 60cents cos i insisted that round wasn't counted. anyway she had t leave for dental so i flew back. short and sweet. not the meetup, but karmila. ;D haha okay i'm so mean.

anyway i'm so not looking forward to mt and pw results. and the posting of the classes or whatever you call it. next week will suck. CONFIRM PLUS CHOP.
mika's lollipop is making me wanna eat lollipork. oops. i mean lollipop. haha stupid pork/pig/lard jokes.

okbai!

2008-02-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

What does IRFAN stand for?
International Relief Fund for the Afflicted and Needy

-http://www.acronymfinder.com/acronym.aspx?rec={C753B13B-D256-4E4E-9EF9-81A7E20C90F4}

HAHAHA

LAUGH-OUT-LOUD ;D

2008-02-24T16:33:00.000+08:00

i feel like putting up random pictures. (:
so here!

03\08, LeeMiangXantheMeGladys,
06\07 outing!!!!!!!!!!, ShufenMeTQH 8)
♥ , karmilalala!

q q q (:

2008-02-24T16:15:00.000+08:00

hey hey heyyyyyyy.

haven't blogged in a million and one years. anyway i can't believe i'm saying this but orientation was a great deal of fun man. like seriously. and i personally feel that this year's was sooo much better than last year's!
i got thrown to og23 at first but then i flew back t my dear 0308 on the second day. haha that was when the fun started! laugh-out-loud. games and all was fun. especially the get away daidee sessions at block eleven during their dance. ;D
finale wasn't as grand as last year's but the quality of the performances were way better. at least this year's band(syafiq!) really deserved their encore, which of course, they didn't do. :(
teamed up with joshua to scream/shriek in azfar's ear. we probably made him deaf for a few minutes. :D
dinner was super hilarious la. firstly we took so long just to decide what to order. then ming hui couldn't find the words to order. then kanmani got victimised by almost every one la. especially swu san and joshua! her poor pepsi. filled with cheese and chilli. then we still managed to play daidee before the food came. laughed too much during dinner i could barely eat la. everyone was laughing like crazy. haha.

anywayyyyy, hope i'd land up in the same class as everyone else! if not i'll go crazy again.

temporary lectures for two more weeks! last two weeks to play play play. heehee.

irfannn! its 25th tmr! ;D
q q q q q q q q q q q
can't wait!

2008-02-10T19:19:00.001+08:00

I LOVE COOKIES.

2008-02-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

for now, this is as good as dead.

will be back though. someday. (:

2008-01-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

I'm finally blogging after a million years. Anyway those who read this are probably the closest I have and would have known that I have been retained in J1. But that's super old news. So if you don't know it, haha.

School's been rather relaxed for the amr's. ;D Been ending at 12.15 or earlier everyday. I'm just hoping I'll end up with one of the amr's or melissa or other guys I know in my class. Fat hope they'll put all of us together but it doesn't hurt to hope!

Today! I bussed down to NanyangJC right after school, thinking it'll be a long ride and wouldn't wanna be late t meet Morg. To my surprise bus ride was only a mere 10mins. haha. So, then I walked over to the school and like contacted Madeleineeee. She happened to be free and we went down to the coffeeshop to sit and chat while she copied homework! haha. anyway she was nice to accompany me before she left for lecture and stuff!

waited for Morgan at the atrium. lol people were looking and wondering what i was doing there la. but thennnnn , i quote! "when I saw her, I ran towards her with my arms open wide shouting "SYA!!! I miss you ImissyouImissyouImissyou!!!!!!!" And people were staring and laughing."
Damn right I missed her too! we flew to vivo and had lots of fun laughing and carrying bags the retarded way. it was good, seeing her after so damn long. we took pictures but i looked stupid. HAHA. as usual. anyway after that i just kinda lost my voice and started croaking. sent her off to the train station when she had t go! spinning hug was slow cos she didn't want her skirt to fly. i thought it was hilarious. hahaha.

met irfy(HAHA) okay i'm sorry. met irfan!
so today was double happiness. seeing the two special people in my life. i love them! (in different ways la!)
even though i felt terribly sick and my voice was practically gone/croaking/whatever. (:

okay its late. i better like pack my stuff for school and sleep!
sli! ♥

2007-12-22T10:46:00.000+08:00

"Time exists so everything doesn't happen at once; space exists so everything doesn't happen to us." -Anonymous

time's just an illusion.

2007-12-21T16:53:00.000+08:00

2007-12-19T15:05:00.000+08:00

this morning, hakim dadz and i went down t the river while mommy went somewhere. haha that silly thing was chasing pigeons. super hilarious!! :D

heh. i've got a video of him here. lol. he was saying that the pigeon shakes its butt so he was immitating it! and haha he was tailing this one pigeon around while making the pigeon sound! cuteness t the max. ;D

haha. I'm going off t jb tonight for raya tmr! :D haha i can't believe i actually forgot it was a hari raya tmr. ;D but i'll be back on fri. hee hee.

anyway, i hope i get t see you soon! ITS BEEN YEARS! :D

2007-12-19T14:56:00.000+08:00

(: Yesterday! was a day out with kulab aka teekiewhaiche or better known as teoQianHua.

Anyway! She missed me alot, which is not a surprise. ;D okok i'm joking. anyway we talked shit and said lame things and laughed laughed laughed till our throats were sore. got elm's present and did a little shopping for myself. :D again!
after town we decided to pay xantheHo a visit at suntec so we flew there! silly girl kept calling me a tai-tai. AND OH, she heard "Ghost" story when I said "Gross" story. which then lead to the starting of the laughing-cum-ghost-storytelling-session.

I swear that was the most incredible ghost story I ever heard. poor Sally, or Sandy. whoever that was. ;D
met xanthe!
took pictures then then then we bought coffee and did more window shopping.

after she left i went t meet my mom and akim the warrior kid. he was getting a swimming costume. he's so adorable. sometimes.

it was a good day.
BUT monday was So much better. :D nothing could compare t it.
i'm so in love. 8)
sli ♥

2007-12-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

Its amazing how my lunch seemed tastier than usual while watching happytreefriends.

:D

2007-12-01T19:41:00.000+08:00

"My girlfriend so fat that when she jumped for joy, I got stuck."

Ha Ha.
♥ ilu lah. ;D

2007-11-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

The way I rock is dangerous
Man im hot and famous
In the spot we gotta lock
Bang This

this song is addictive!

SLI ♥
SL tmr(:

2007-11-26T19:56:00.000+08:00

0607 had our first session of SL today! that's service learning, btw. :D

went t school for preparations and stuff. it was quite unproductive, the vanguard wouldn't stick and the macaroni aka caterpillars wouldn't stick either. haha. then we rushed off to woodlands library. ate lunch then came 4o'clock! the kids were an adorable bunch. lol. only a handful were the hyperactive ones. the rest were cute little smart kids.

my group had like three kids initially, then another two came so Amanda, LeeMiang and I had like five kids! making the xmas tree was rather fun. :D this sixyearold kid called Javier, he is soooo cute. super shy! didn't even dare to tell us his name but i managed to make him open up after a while. haha.

it was fun, real fun, working with those kids. (: though we should have done proper preparations and stuff. it was rather messy but very successful! and we realised that little children are very easily satisfied! haha. gina's real good with kids though. better than all of us.

the storytelling went very well too. (: even though they already knew the story, godknowshow.

can't believe i'm saying this but i'm looking forward to the rest of the sessions!! haha.
but yeah, it was fun. tiring though. ;D

that's Javier on the left. i was just gonna take a picture of him! but then the next kid, Sean insisted on having his picture taken too. but haha someone knocked my head so it got all blurry. :( anyway ain't their 'trees' just so damn pretty.
i made the stars btw! :D

ok i'm done. (: hopefully more pictures for the next session! :D:D

2007-11-24T17:09:00.000+08:00

went over t morgan's the other day. we were playing hangman when i noticed something. category was songs. haha. its supposed to be Clocks - Coldplay by the way. ;D
before i left we played with the cats downstairs. it was nice spending time with her after so damn long. (:

-----
I'm finally online after a million and one years. been avoiding the comp as much as possible. idk why though. haha. been watching alot of tv. haven't started revision for retest but i've completed three quarters of the physics holiday assignments. its ironic how i'm so driven to do physics when it was my most hated subject up till the third quarter of the year. i can't even be bothered to touch math or chem when those are the two subjects i'll be retaking.
soon. i'll start on them soon.

anyway i was watching numbers on tv and it was an episode on this serial killer. its rather interesting, how a psychopath's mind works.
creating false memories, fooling yourself into thinking those memories were reality. it was really intriguing. and i found out there is such a thing as the False Memory Syndrome. the brain's really quite amazing.
1 MILLION BILLION SYNAPSES
100 BILLION NEURONS
4 LOBES
1 BRAIN

haha.
i was/am bored.

2007-11-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

"the world is your mirror and your mind is a magnet. what you perceive is in this world is largely a reflection of your own attitudes and beliefs. life will give you what you attract with your thoughts. think, act and talk negatively and your world will be negative. think and act and talk with enthusiam and you will attract positive results."

-michael lebeuf

period.

you know how they always say, "everything happens for a reason?"
i always thought that it was just a way for people to reassure themselves that a horrible situation is not as bad as it really is, that there would be some kind of hope which would all make perfect sense one day, cos there was no real justification or evidence behind it all.
but i guess that everything does happen for a reason if you create it. gosh, do i even make sense. well, i'm saying that for the reason to exist there has to be this kind of hope, for God is allowing these "horrible events" to happen because of some other greater purpose. and when there is this hope, everything would then fall into place and make sense.

it is when we lose the most that we gain the most.

:}

2007-11-06T09:20:00.000+08:00

(: (: (:
thanks for yesterday.

'nuff said.
:D

2007-11-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

eh. i miss school.

i miss running and playing ball too.

2007-10-28T09:19:00.000+08:00

i was sorting my files. came across random pictures. (: heh. i shall share them with the world. :D

stop maid abuse.

kinokuniya. (: trying marcus. haha

my boyfriend for that night. ;D ESH I MISS YOU.
stupid pea pangseh me so many times already. :(

izzo the voldemort. psh, this was so damn long ago la.

there's many much more but heh lets leave it till next time. (:
lol what am i doing online at this time man.. ;D
gtg mug now. byebye

2007-10-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

hello. i was told to blog so now i am blogging. YAY *throws confetti*

haha. i'm rather insane right now. due to certain reasons but one of which has been bugging me the whole damn day. which is (insert drum roll) PW! pw's damn fucked up. 4 more days till the end of it all. and i wouldn't have to put up with them as much anymore. :)

ESHPEAZX is being retarded. i messaged her and she replied immediately. but when i called her almost immediately after she replied she didn't pick up her phone. haha. i'm too lazy to sms please.

anywayyyyy. this next few words will go out to my dear friend who is shorter than me by a centimeter but she's in denial. she also refused to admit that she wanted to spend more time with me when she offered to wait till my bus came. i will be brave and admit i had a nice time 'dating' her, since she's so intent that i wanted to date her cos i asked her out for lunch. so, here goes! LEBAH LEMAK LEBAH LEMAK CEPAT SELAMAT TINGGAL :)
haha. bee fat bee fat quick byebye :3 direct translation.
it doesn't make sense but the way we said it was funny. hahahahha. and we ate chicken! kfc! uh, not the burnt ones that were noisy during GP but yeahhh. (inside joke haha)
teekiewhaiche all the best for Chinese and OP.please don't be so stressed up okai. haha. and thanks for today.okbai. and oh,
:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3:3 :3 :3 haha, that's for you. :)

so i reached home at a record time of 3++pm! it was rather nice, no one was back except the M. so then i threw myself onto the floor of the living room with a cup of haagen daaz and watched Goal! omg, it was such an inspirational and touching story. i teared a million and one times. it was soo nice. i'm a sucker for touching movies. i'll just cryyyyyy. :') haha.
then went out t help momz then came back to watch The Greatest Game Ever Played again. well it was the last 15mins but it still managed to make me tearrr again. :')

and i realised that the movies were largely similar somehow.
both men were chasing their dreams that weren't exactly what their fathers had in mind for them. so they actually went against their fathers to go after their dreams. both fathers act as if their sons had like somehow betrayed them and stuff but secretly they're indeed very proud of them when they eventually succeeded and stuff.
SO DAMN FUCKING TOUCHING I TELL YOU. to see the look on their faces. i just wanted to bawl and make a scene. okay that was exaggerating but hahah told you i'm not sane right now.

ZOMG I WROTE A 6 MILLION WORD ESSAY ALREADY.
okay i'm tired. after this i'll probably go into blogging hibernation and not blog for 6 million years. WOOHOO. i can't believe i wrote so much. my fingers hurt already. so much wear and tear. :(

to all students taking their mother tongue A's on Monday, ALL THE BEST! PLEASE WORK HARD AND STRIVE TO GET YOUR A's OR B's. (including me)
and,
to all students doing their Oral Presentation next week,
haha please brush your teeth and have a fresh breath(eat mentos,the freshmaker!).
heh i meant, GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT! its the last lap of the pw already. heehee.

OKAI I'M DONE. FINGERS DYING ON ME ALREADY.
OKBAI.

hello irfan i haven't seen you in a million years. you are missed. really. :*

2007-10-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

hello everyone i didn't pass promos! :D
haha.hopefully i'll pass the retest if not its 3 years in aj for me! 8)

2007-10-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA I AM FINALLY DONE WITH PROMOS!

Whether I can promote is another question which I wouldn't dwell on for the simple reason that there's nothing I can do but hope for the best! haha. I thought the important papers were pretty bad, mainly Math, Chemistry and Econs. I totally blundered Chemistry even know I knew I could do the questions. How tragic right. Math was a killer, a million times harder than last year's paper. Econs, was seequestionpaperlaughhahahawriteafewlines the end.

Malay was not bad. Confirm pass so I'm happy with that.
Physics was surprisingly good! :D I am happy because of that. Promos ended in a good note. I hope I can pass! I wouldn't mind a very low E. I just hope I can pass. :D:D:D

haha whatever. Promos are over, but there's still Project Work that I'm so not looking forward to and like Malay A's! Maybe I should start reading malay books and newspaper. HAHAHAH. like that would ever happen.

Okai enough about school related stuffs. I've got a few announcements.

#1: My Eshwaaree has Grown Up. heehee. I am proud of you eshPea! and oh, be strong for monday okay. I'll visit you with chocolates. :D I'll let you lean on me if you have to.

#2: I like ping pong with irfan.

#3: I really like blowing bubbles. Makes me happy.

HAHAHAHA OKAI I'M DONE.
I LOVE YOU YOU YOU.

Q Q Q

2007-10-01T14:34:00.000+08:00

Halllo. I'm in the midst of promos and I'm here blogging haha even though I know no one read this anymore. :D Anyway GP was Shit and therefore I am not in a very good mood.

Anyway champ, please get well soon. it was shit seeing you sick and all but nevertheless it was good that i got t see you. thanks for coming all the way to faraway land called yck. please drink lots of water and eat properly. take good care of yourself okai.

today i came back and some particular person was incessantly shouting at me (i think) but unfortunately Hey There Delilah was playing at its maximum so i couldn't exactly hear anything.

ok i'm bored of blogging.
okbai.

2007-09-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

DREAMYYYY. :D
the bestest squishiest bear ever.
its been a year already.
how time flies.
felt like only yesterday when you watched over us eating bccf and studzying.

HAHA. yesterday was good. to think that one year passed by that quickly! gosh. last year was shit, but good shit. emotionally dependent on each other, essential daily dosages, lack from it give rise to adverse withdrawal symptoms. and oh, the depression due to 090906. but like what morgan said, i too, am glad that we went through it :D

okay today i did physics, and more physics, until i fried my brain.
today We talked things out.
today I felt very warm despite the cold.
today We set new records for sweeping mines
yesterday today tomzoro , i'm the happiest.
haha, We how tight.
Thanks. (: Q Q Q

looking forward t tomzoro. \(^-^)/
:D

2007-09-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie, mmm
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like

Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!
Getting angry doesn't solve anything
-------------

HELLO I AM GRACE KELLY. (:
hello i really like the song.

such a happy boring day. :D

2007-09-01T16:32:00.000+08:00

9.9.06.
in another one week and one day it'll be exactly one year.
letting it go.
i doubt anyone would be able to understand it the way we do.
right meky?

Yesterday was a good day.
eunice, morgan, esh, irfan, ayeen, madeleine, farhana, shafina, emil, izz dan lain lain. (:
it was real nice to catch up with eunice, play with eun and morg.
the three of us plus esh were standing in the middle of nowhere in cine and eating korean junk food. and poking _i_s. esh felt violated. haha.
the day ended rather well! ;D

(: school holiday's here.i better make full use of it.i'm like dying.physics is killing me.

OKAY i'm bored of blogging. byebye. (:

2007-08-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

i was finding something in my documents and i came across this photo.
my first thought: no wonder i didn't do well for geog (yeah i remembered it was my geog)
my second thought: we all quite liked that toilet alot.we spent half the day in school there.
my third thought: i really miss crescent and the people.

well, who doesn't miss Crescent life. i solemnly swear that the four years were the best times of my school life.
the only ones i see monthly are(aside from the ones in aj): Esh & Shaf
and i'm glad i still see them often. :D

but, i still miss the rest. really.
like omg that day esh and i saw mel. we just started screaming. haha. it was nice.

♥

2007-08-11T16:09:00.000+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
----------------------

enough said. ♥

doing the wr drained me out. seriously. haven't got the time to start on the comprehensions yet. :( there's so much to do in such little time.
anyway horoscope said this:

There's a lot of pressure being put on you today, but the one who's pushing so hard is you! Lately, you've been way too hard on yourself, and you should stop and realize that you're doing your thing in your own way -- and that's good enough. Part of the stress you're going through right now may be due to the fact that too much has been happening in your life, so address that issue and cut out what isn't completely necessary. Give yourself time to get used to the newness around you.

(: how apt. lol. okay so i've got some cutting to do. maybe i'll go cut my hair!

alright i'll get back to my work. promos are like round the corner. :(

2007-08-05T13:34:00.001+08:00

haha its been like a million years since i touched this blogger thing. i almost forgot how to publish a new post. -.-

anywayyyy. life's been shit BUT, staying positive helps and i'm contented what what i still have. haha. so i'm perfectly fine now, as compared to two weekends ago. (:
psh, i hate the weekends though. for a few reasons.
top of the list is secret.
following that is of course the pile of work that's due tomorrow. :(
besides that, there's stupid pw.
Grawr. i've been trying to do integration since 11am and i only managed to complete a few questions. haha. its quite funny.

highlight of the weekend! (okay there's still 10 more hours till sunday's gone but i doubt anything interesting will happen within these 10hours so yeah.)
I SPENT TWO HOURS WITH ESH-PEA YESTERDAY!
haha.now she sounds like some long lost lover.she isn't, but she's the bestest pea ever. oh lately friend's been asking why is she a pea. so here's the story:
one fine day during English class in 4S1 msAzlin commented that we(Esh and Sya) were like two peas in pod. for something retarded that we both did, obviously. i just kinda forgot what it was. haha. but when the great Azlin said it out loud, it was like a spell was cast on us! we've noticed it before, that we've got alot of similarities between the two of us, BUT, with that incident, many things that happened to me, also somehow happened to Esh and vice versa. haha fate. two peas in a pod. :D
a great story yeah? HAHA. omg i don't know whats wrong with me tday. (:
anyway point is, esh is the bestest sri lankan friend ever.

sli ♥ (:

2007-07-22T18:04:00.000+08:00

past week's been terrible.
friday was a nightmare, or maybe i died.
saturday was like being woken up from the dead.
today i'm better but i don't know if im really here.
---

friday was hell but,lets just move forward yeah. think happy thoughts aye? don't be upset anymore, be strong for me. cause if not i'll just crack again. and i don't want to.

jangan pergi dari cintaku
biar saja tetap denganku
biar semua tahu adanya
dirimu memang punyaku

xoxo

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to (you know who you are) :)

Thank you too for yesterday. I was just about to give you a call when I received yours. It was definitely my pleasure having you over, I really needed the company. Seriously, thanks for being there for me, listening t what was tearing me inside. I was holding up, I swear I didn't want to break down just there cause you had your problems too, but I guess I wasn't strong enough.
The whole afternoon and night, spent distracting ourselves silly and singing songs out of tune while doing work, I realised, was the thing that kept me sane. If you weren't there I wouldn't know what I would have done. When you left I felt so hollow so I just slept. this may sound exaggerated but i really think that i feel alive today cause of you.

When it storms over at your side,
remember I'll always be that rIsing sun,
spilling rainbow
bringing back the colours to your day.

I'll give it back atcha. Cause you're the sweetest girlfriend ever. I'll always be here for you. even if it means skipping chem and physics tutorials to cab over to your school with Macs.
Thank You, Twin.

-----

I feel better, but my soul's not quite on Earth.
I pray for a better week,
better month,
better year.

:|

2007-07-15T17:01:00.000+08:00

(: yesterday was A Great Day.

We watched OOTP! But I thought it was rather disappointing. Nevertheless it wasn't that bad. I'm looking forward to the release of the last book.

Btw, irfanman mastered new languages.
Colangler means thank you very much in Irish.
Leafoch: focus in Latin.
Jackneh: jackass in Greek.
Rosyile: sorry in Thai.

actually if you're smart enough you shouldn't let yourself be fooled.
its all rubbish. (:
thats irfan at his best.well, actually not really his best. ;D
.naem i tahw teg uoy fi

haha. ivory heights had that family day thing. so we went. (: haha watched sharks tale on the hills under the stars. it was quite nice, till our butts got itchy. so we got up and sat on the faraway benches. it was quite nice, really. then we chilled till late. at the end of the night, i was a happy girl who fell asleep in front of the tv.

i ♥ irfan very much.

the two jellyfish! (if you can see it)

Good Day :D

2007-07-12T20:56:00.000+08:00

passed three,
failed three.

woohooo.equilibrium state! haha wtf. i'm thankful enuff.

ANYWAY,
i quite like irfanman. ♥

2007-06-22T12:16:00.000+08:00

Show me Show me Show Me how you do that trick the one that makes me scream," she said
"the one that makes me laugh," she said
And threw her arms around my neck

"Show me how you do it
And I promise you
I promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you."

Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face i kissed her neck
dream of all the different ways
I had to make her glow.

"Why are you so far away?" she said,
"Oh won't you ever know,
That I'm in love with you,
That I'm in love with you?"

you
soft and only
you
lost and loney

strange as angels
dancing in the deepest water
twisting in the water
your just like a dream
just like a dream

Daylight whipped me into shape.
Must've been asleep for days
moving lips to breathe her name,
I opened up my eyes.

And found myself alone, alone
alone above a raging sea
that stole the only girl i loved
and drowned her deep inside of me

you
lost and only
you
soft and only
you
Just like heaven

(:
heard this song again tday and i remembered someone who kept singing the song over and over again! haha. made me smile.

LAST FRIDAY OF THE HOLIDAYS.
its been a terribly fast month.
but its been one hell of a month too. ;D
♥

2007-06-17T15:20:00.000+08:00

Only daughter
You got your ticket too soon
Holy water
'Cause everybody's getting ruined
They are waiting to see what you do
Too long, waiting

Everybody's cleared the room
And they'll dress you up
Stand you in all the right places
Words like honey
They smile as they change your faces
With no regard to you at all
And you find they treat you like a paper doll

And they'll dress you up for the flight
Like Ophelia, you wave goodnight
With the earth and sky you cheer and sigh
Writhe as all your days go by
And laugh as you die

Sweet softer shoulder, oh sweet sugar safe
Sweet softer shoulder, oh sweet sugar safe

Everybody's got their own philosophy
And I can't wait 'til I
Find one coming to me
Oh, the bridge is narrow
You better not look down
'Cause as soon as you jump over
You won't find nobody around
Oh, the bridge is narrow
And you've got so far to fall
And you know down in dirty water's
No place for a paper doll

- PaperDoll. Rachael Yamagata.
----------------------------------

♥ you.

2007-06-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

OH
MY
GOD.

:'(

2007-06-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

the getaway was, i realised, much needed. pictures, soon. maybe.
(:
_______________________________

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

i don't know if you still read this, but well, here goes. i had much time in the waters during the trip blocking out everyone else so my mind kinda wandered. suddenly thought about the foursome we had in secthree. and how it kinda changed into three the next year. i miss, you. seriously. everythings's so messed up now.
:(

_____________

daymn. i just had t get that out.
just got back from the 6million years trip. i'm as black as charcoal and as fat as barney.
now i need to check my mailbox and friendsterrr! and take my well deserved shower.

♥

2007-06-05T19:47:00.000+08:00

haha. today was a very good day. a very very good day. ♥

enuff said. sli

The rain is like an orchestra to me
Little gifts from above meant to say
Girl, you falling at his feet
Isn't lovely or stunning today
Wait with me, wait with me
I'm alive when you're here with me, here with me, stay
rachael yamagata. (:

2007-05-30T18:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday!

Erl, Raisah, Afrizal and I went for ACPerbayu's drama production, MERDEKA!

met them straight at ac cause the father drove me there! talked and mingled with the rest before we were allowed to go in.

butBUTbut i think the highlight of the night was........

SEEING EUNICE KARINA FU YU MIN!!!!!!!!

haha omg it was damn funny i swear. the group of us were telling jokes and all when i saw this tall, skinny black thing coming out from LT3. i didn't see the face but i saw the head and the back and i was like "omg is that euniceeeee??!" (to myself, of course) then as if on cue she turned and i saw her face and i squealed and screamed "EUNICEEEEEEEEEEE!" before i shoved everyone out of the way and ran to her like some long lost lover. she saw me and was like "OMG SYAAAAAAA!" then hahhh we ran into each other's arms and she lifted me off the ground and i gave her the tightest hug EVER. heehee. i swear my heart leaped like a million and one feet into the air. haha. for a moment i didn't care if i embarrassed myself by my actions. lol i think they were quite the shocked to see me do that cause *ahem, I am a very civillised person in school now! :) heehee. got like what, 5mins with her. she was having her track camp and so that equates to lih yuan being there as well! haha eunice called her out of the LT3 and i got to hug hug hug her too before i had t rush off as they opened the doors for the drama already. AHA. i swear i was damn happy to see them both!!!

the drama was real good, methinks. (: the actors were super good, especially Ah Guan. had a great time with the company. yup. heh.

today spent some quality time with irfannn then when he left met azri the crazy. talked and laughed about stupid things till i had to leave. hohoho. i'm happy. (:

♥

2007-05-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

the top picture was taken bright and early in the morning at 9am.
the bottom one was taken when i was sending her off home at 9pm.
HAHA LOOK AT MY EYES. i meant, try to find it. my eyes kinda disappeared. lol.

anyway today was a real good day.
- yew tee
- packed train ;)
- buona vista
- goodbye hug
- shafina & redhill
- pictures in bus
- macs breakfast
- shopping
- more shopping
- laughing
- bus t house
- cup noodles
- soul plane (snoop)
- the Covenant (zomg caleb, reid!)
- library
- chillin' session (pun intended)
- goodbye hug again
- shafina & house
- laughing & nearly choking over jokes
- chillz yo,
- sent dearest twin back

(: i'm happy.
thanks shafina. ♥

2007-05-27T19:50:00.000+08:00

hahahaaaa. omg i'm having fun reading morgan's old posts. its crazy, how we were last time.

Her father got her maid to ask us why we needed to close the doors.
Damn, I think the screams we made planted ideas in his head.
Dear Mr Jaffar,
Syafeeqah is not lesbian and I like _ys_a_. Thank you very much.
Yours truly,
Morgan.
and this
Tomorrow is Sya's birthday.
Please be nice and give your seat up to her in the MRT, she's just a human bean.

haha what we went through was shit, but good shit, nonetheless. (:

-----
its the holidays! haha there's so many things to do.

i'm so lazy to blog nowadays. heh.
and pfft, its been two days. :\

♥

2007-05-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

Ben Lee's addictive. especially when you're high without a reason. (: haha. i've played the song more than twenty1 times. actually the song's quite retarded but cute in a stupid way. HAHA. zomg. that's a way i like it

anyway today a friend, L , called. for ten whole moments there was silence after the first 'hello'. haha. its been long since the last time, so it was like stranger talk. after that i counted. the number of people i've drifted away from. i'm not proud of it.
---

thanks esh and shaf for being the closest i have. for coming all the way to yio chu kang t see me that day. ♥

I FEEL LIKE EATING BROWNIES.

(: thanks for everyday.

2007-05-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

Its a new week! Not a bad start today. haha. math lecture was cold, gp was the usual, break was math test with nicole oops i meant nicholas, econs lecture was shit cause i came late so i missed the beginning of the new topic so the rest of the lecture i was kinda lost butbutbut i know P=MC or sth. left halfway with QH, who was extra HIGH today for, god-knows-why, to go buy food cause i was starving! haha. then xanthe did that calculator thing which was super lame! (though lee miang found it super amusing) then it was chem and math tutorial. supposed to leave after that but stayed back for physics and math, where amanda made me laugh like crazy over her stupid theories and jokes. qh was still high and drawing cute things in her notebook but i purposely said it wasn't cute to irritate her! HAHA. then went home oops i meant house with lee miang!!!! haha, we had fun in the train, talking about food the whole way home! she lives so near me and i didn't know. hohoho.

then i had the bestest hour of the day. haha. 'enuff said.

LETS HOPE THE WEEK GOES WELL. (:

note to self : 28th, 4.30, look to the left.
(only on the left side, yeah thats the crip side)

Q Q Q, ♥

2007-05-12T17:00:00.000+08:00

the past week was a very fckd up week, rounding up with a very fckd up saturday.
but im good. i'm good. fckngbstrd. HAHA. the way you said it was damn funny.

anyway! i managed to finish off my karangan and bacaan tambahan even though it was a tough day. therefore i am very proud of myself considering i was very upset at many points of the day. haha. okay i'm going crazy. i need my dose of Eshwaaree. something to bring me back down to earth and back to my senses. and Shafina too. :( if the two of you read this by saturday night, please call me. thank you.

ps: i told you i should have killed him long ago. :(

2007-05-11T16:19:00.000+08:00

i hate getting sick. :( I think I caused like everyone else in class t be sick too. Amanda, jasmine.. I'm so sorry! ohman. i've missed like two and a half days of school this week. and i still haven't had my math test.
physics was absolutely terrible, but expected. horrific, even. (:
chem, i heard they returned the papers but, no one told me anything so be it. i don't wanna know anyway.

amazing how therapy works. one moment you feel like the world's gonna end, the next moment you're on the top of the world. (: i don't regret spending the cash. woo. supposed t meet the man, but he was busy with school so i went back t crescent t get my very disgusting cert. baabaa, if you know what i mean. saw morgan for a short while :( she had t meet her mommy. then caught up with asilah. i missed her, that small little thing. i meant, staff seargent. met mrs yeo OMG SHE IS EVER SO SO PRETTY. AND OMG HER DRESS TODAY WAS SO FINEEE. she said she missed me. Ah! can you believe it! she misses me! even though I was the one who dropped her subject, Geography! HAHA! eat that made-line! okay i'm done gushing. then saw MrM. he said "Oh my! You still look the same. Just change the uniform and you can go back to class!" I gave him the -.-" look and he laughed. Mr Lee snuck out the sweets for teachers and gave them to me. I'm so touched. hohoho. I MISS THE LIFE I HAD IN CRESCENT. :( then i left, met an old friend on the bus. (:

now i'm home. i mean, in my house. haha. i shall go eat sth. i'm starving.

ps: i miss irfan

2007-05-05T10:19:00.000+08:00

hello. the two of you are being greatly missed. :(

i ♥ fighting.

2007-05-01T10:33:00.000+08:00

laugh-ey day again in school. after that was sports day, and we took a million and one photos. lulu lala leelee lolo. HAHA. zomg we're damn retarded. but of course, school would be boring without them. more pictures but i'm lazy to upload.

gotta make an effort to try to prepare for tmr's test. :(

ps: i love my champ. ♥

2007-04-23T19:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the bestest sunday ever. haha.

today was very interesting.
first thing in the morning, i got questioned for having a long skirt.
haha, i got so amused.
mohan called me S-Y-A as in the letters, cause he still doesn't know how to pronounce it.
i guessed qh's ec right during break. (finally!)
pw was spent "bonding" with the group by talking nonsense and folding paper cranes
math was more nonsense with the group and OH! mr seet FINALLY called me by my name and not 'number 10'. :)
i laughed alot in school tday.

and then after was happy hour. i mean, hours. :D
good way to start and end a day.
i love. :)

tmr is tuesday.my favourite day of the week.
day after is wednesday! (:

2007-04-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

QUITE HI-TECH
QUITE POWERFUL
i feel like quitting school.

haha it rhymes! ;D
okai i better go do my math.
you like? i love.

(:

2007-04-15T20:34:00.000+08:00

week three (:
quite high-tech ah.

yesterday was the ultimate. five and a half hours on the phonee, hahaa.
quite powerful
haha gosh i just cant stop laughing la. :D:D:D

:*

2007-04-14T11:05:00.000+08:00

haha i'm not looking forward t common tests man. butbutbut, i look forward to school. (:

'nuff said.

2007-04-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

I gotta leave again I don't wanna go Things can be so lonely on the road Could be the presidential suite But nothing's ever like your bed at home Especially when you're away from the one you love It gets tough

Even though it hurts when I'm off at work Looking at her picture soothes my pain And for a moment I, find myself right back at home again I remember, through the ups and downs of my day I can say, my baby will be

Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for me While the time goes tick tock tick tock My baby will be Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for me While the time goes tick tock tick tock

She's gotta leave again She don't wanna go Hates to be away from me so long She calls me everyday but She can't kiss her baby on the phone When we're hanging up The tears start rolling down But somehow oh

Even though she cries the can find her smile Cos she knows with me her heart is safe Funny how time away, makes a loving heart grow fond again She remembers, through the ups and downs of her day She can say, oh that I'll be...

Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for her While the time goes tick tock tick tock Her baby will be Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for her While the time goes tick tock tick tock

Oh, we remember, through the ups and downs of our days We can say, oh that we'll be

Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for love While the time goes tick tock tick tock Oh we will be Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for love While the time goes tick tock tick tock

haha. the song is so so cute.
today i skipped school.
had the headaches, but it went awayy after a While. :) because i was happy. warm and happy. :D

i finally started and finished my PI today! woo.
i feel like skipping school tomorrow. get well soon irfan! don't die champ. :)

okai goodnight everyone! ♥

2007-04-08T20:33:00.000+08:00

two days = two years
fucking long
But,
today made up for everything. :)

haha truthfully, I'm too happy to blog.
jb was just okay, made bearable by the cousins and food.
if it wasn't for that i think i would have Died.

okai tank yew. ;D
cheers, everyone.

2007-04-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

today i got beaten up for being happy.
today i got questioned like hell for being happy.
but i was still damn happy.

haha why can't i be happy!!

Dunn we stay on the road mo' than construction workers
My pockets stay, fatter than them niggaz eatin them burgers
Me, I'm a Red Lobster nigga
Lobster bar, eatin like a mobster nigga
Trillville, I'm a R, cause I'm a trill nigga
Trilltown on the right cause I'ma put in the light
Ayy, ayy, dese niggaz don't know me
I'm the same nigga befo', and not the BET
Call me Corleone or Don P
It doesn't matter cause it's allllllll me
Like if I was to push a whip, Cartiers, and gold teeth
You would STILL see me in the streets, muh'fucker

omg maybe the song makes me high. actually not the song. haha.

okai, double okai.
g'night niggas.
today was the bestest day ever. :D

2007-03-30T12:29:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy, not even the heavy rain can dampen my spirits.
i'm all yours, girl
♥

.
Dese niggaz think dey slick, tryin to infiltrate my click
But they cain't, cause as soon as I say AYYY, we all goin my way
Tryin to take my cheese, man that shit ain't gon' work with me
Cause as soon as I say YEAHHH, everybody comin with me.

i love that song, yo.
.

I'm looking forward to 25thMay. for two reasons. :)
one of which is that, Jack is Back.
heh.

2007-03-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

i know you see me lookin at you and you already know
:)

its enough for me, just being this happy every single damn day. didn't know it could be so easy, being happy. :)

♥

2007-03-24T19:45:00.000+08:00

sneaky.

I am happy. Very Happy. :D

2007-03-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

if i could take you away,
pretend i was Queen,
what would you say,
would you think i'm unreal.

please let my only wish come true.

2007-02-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

i swear i should be locked up when i'm pmsing.
either that or i've got to go for some anger management course or sth.
psh, such a depressing time.

however i'm trying my Bestest to follow the 5 tips to stay away from being depressed. glad to say its working, a little.

the knee is making me go crazy. the pain won't go away. :(
im damn sad.

2007-02-19T15:23:00.000+08:00

ever wondered?
about how you'd remember the whole lyric to a song you haven't heard in Months,
but you sometimes just can't recall things that are more important than those lyrics.

I rock too fast for love I’m footloose in my Velcro shoes
you like Betty? I love.
check it out i'm rocking steady. (Indeed!)

Okay Earth to Sya. I will try to make some sense here.

Saturday afternoon was spent eating cold, raw pizza with Izz at IMM. It was good. I had fun. plus, i got to squeeze her to death again. :D

2007-02-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

14.02.07! was spent in AC. second and last time crashing. sad right. those on top, were the camwhore buddies. First half of the day was with Fareed's cool and happening class but I didn't take any pictures, unfortunately. :( Was about to leave after the Chemistry lecture when I spotted my Eunice. I love Eunice Karina Fu, even though she screamed "OMG Sya you crashed again!!" and came running towards me. It was Awesome seeing her again! and Lih Yuan too! :D Sat in for H2 Econs with Irfan, Eunice, LihYuan. Super cool la. Throughout the whole lecture Eunice wasn't paying attention la, she was busy writing vday notes and stuff. OH but she gave me FOUR Scented candles which I got addicted to. Irfan got one from her and he joined in sniffing candles. Damn Shiok. Haha. I gave them instant vday "Prizes". Guess what! my PLASTERS of course. :D ooh then there was the Superman plaster club too. Then during the break before their PCCG we took photos! Haha. Irfan loves the prize that I gave him. Guess what was it. One packet of Kleenex! hahahaha. And he gave me a purple paper heart. And then, I left. Holland with Zachalland, we sniffed more candles. went back home, got hit in the bad knee and the head by Zachalland, left Zachalland with PrettyGirl, walked into a glass door, spent time with the mat. So cute. Haha. Happy day, it was.

15.02.07!
Today was talking crap day! Thank god for Raisah. I think she's the only one who can tolerate, entertain and join in my crap. Especially at the polyclinic. I think the 2 jugs of teh o ping made me go on High again. Or maybe its the damn side effects of sniffing candles. Haha.
"See you same time, same place, and.... ... .. . same school!"
-.-''
raisah is retarded la. my cupcake. lol.

Happy advanced Chinese New Year to all my beloved friends. :D

2007-02-13T17:06:00.000+08:00

I get you.

i was happy cause i got to spend the day with my bestie.

Meet Eshwaaree my Best.

together, we're Descorrigible. i had fun today. lots of fun.

then i got sad. and now i don't know what i'm feeling. :(

oh btw i'm staying put in Anderson. how fun right. i miss everything and everyone in aj la. its like almost a whole week without school. felt weird crashing ac on monday, but damn, fareed's friends are damn nice, eunice's friends too. oh well.

shit, its 11 now and i'm hungry. cannot eat cannot eat cannot eat.

okay goodnight

2007-02-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went innova,
didn't even see my friend,
met Ayeen Dearestestest,
gosipped like hell,
it was so bloody hot my brain melted,
i stole a lollipop,
i saw old friends,
I RECEIVED THE BESTEST CALL IN DAYS.
after the call i wasn't pretty much on Earth,
thus i didn't give a damn to the people around me.
Sorry la if you think i'm 'action'. and sorry Eden I didn't recognize you.
heehee.
met zac and passed on my happy vibes.

Happy to be Happy.
i love you.

today i went many places,
left my kangaro, :)
a friend made my day a happier day, even though it was night.
HAHA, gay.

probably i don't make sense. i shouldn't. cause my english is lousy. B3! :D
i'm proud of it. but that's not my point.
my point is, i'm happy.
haha, i still don't make sense.
but its alright. :)

16hours away, only.

2007-02-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

16 more hours.
Ah, I'm not going to think so much about it. :)
Again, I wish everyone the very best! today i bumped into sylvia(she still recognizes me!) and Qixin! though i only managed to wave frantically at her cause she was going down the escalator and i just got up the escalator. hurhur.

today was a laugh-ey day. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
i love the family. however dysfunctional, and vulgar it is.
Sir, Madam, the bastard son, his first lady, and sexual affair aka Aminah the 1st maid, Kennyz the dog, and Maria the bitch, maid and adopted daughter.
HAHA PLEASE PARDON ME. we're the ultimate family lah okay. i love them no matter how much i get bullied.
♥

i ate so much today i think i'm going to die.
my temperature is high and ive got a massive headache.
i don't feel fine but at the same time i feel alright.
i don't make sense and i think its because of the results.

thank god for zac/ach/cha/har/ary and the webcam session with my favouritestestestest male. kept me sane enough. its 2.30 tmr there, 2.30 tmr here it'll be results. lol why is everything connected to the results.

besides that, i miss these bunch of people from school.
morgan, izz, esh, emil, ayeen, mad, far, war, chingching, twinn, eunicekarinafu,pleenBoo, & amillin.
THE MOST. haha shit i'm biased. but please be honoured if you're listed above.

alright i've got to go home. goodnight zac.
Mental note: bring lots of tissue (raisah, zhi shu! haha kidding) tmr

2007-02-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

:( such a sad moment.

1) results are on friday, i'm nervous like shit
2) if i don't stay in aj, tmr would technically be the last that i'll see:
- the dysfunctional family :)
- the Odacians
- 03/07
- mr wee
- the people who make me smile.

:(

2007-02-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

Jane says, you're as Holy as a ghost, But who loves you the most, if you offer I might let you carry me
(:

2007-02-03T12:09:00.000+08:00

Okay before I start writing proper I just have to tell this to someone. I was logging into blogger, and typed in my email and password. They didn't log me in and said "username and password do not match" I retyped my password a million and one times, okay fine, seven times! but it still said that the username and password do not match. Finally I realised i spelled hotmail as "homtail" HAHAH. I'm so silly.
--
That done, lets move on. :)

YESTERDAY WAS AJ CROSS COUNTRY!!

venue was super pathetic, the route was super easy la. Bishan park, wtf. haha. i miss crescen'ts cross country at mcritchie! anyway yesterday was so much fun.

In the morning we were all praying that it'll rain because if it rains then they'll postpone it to next week and hopefully results will be out by then and that would mean we don't need to run! haha! But at 11.45 it was still very bright! The clouds were super white, the sky super blue, and the sun, whoah, damn bright. we concluded it wasn't going to rain even though daryl was still confident there'll be sun rain. HAHA. anyway civics class was so damn fun. mr wee is super cute i can't take it. he gave us thinking/listening questions and haha our group got everything correct!

so after dismissal Cherie, Raisah, Daryl, Ronson, Kenny and I went to j8 to eat LJS. :) then we followed the crowd to bishan park. it was so damn hot la! i think i put on like half the tube of sunblock. registered then stretched for the run. stupid raisah put my name for competitive and in the end she got MC. thank god there's Cherie. The run, was, ;D after that was pretty much bullshit la. I miss Crescent's cross country, how Fry we'd be so totally unenthusiastic during House Practices but during the actual thing we'll be super high and cheering our asses off. :( anyway arif got third for the boys competitive! haha he got a standing ovation from our class. super cool. thenn, lucky draw was stupid. didn't even come close to our number la. after everything Raisah and I got damn high, we started laughing and laughing on the way home.

OH I FORGOT TO ADD. a centipedee crawled into my pants and bit my butt. HAHAHA. I nearly died i tell you.

ah. now my left butt hurts cause i didn't stretch properly. but other than that i'm pretty fine. i'm looking forward to school. lol.

Cherie.Raisah.Sya.
(ghosts) HAHA. ronson,cherie,kenny,daryl,sya.

2007-01-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

:D Saturday was omfg damn damn damn FUN. haha, I didn't get burned, neither did my arms drop off! So anyway I was still kinda worried that the 'Jaffar' listed on the board wasn't me, but AA assured me that it was me in the train. (hee, now i know.) :D group2 got kenneth! so bus journey was spent creating a din in the quiet bus, and lots of laughter and sunblock!
then we hit the water. it was open deck but thank god the sun wasn't really out so :) i didn't really worry about getting tanner than i already am. kayaking damn fun la, but lol i had to change partner three times cause they were all seasick. i insisted it was the lunch. we simply ate too much. HAHA. so at last paired with belindaa! she's damn hyper and all, we played captains ball, frisbee, racing and more games on the water. Super tiring but it was super fun. best experience ever. haha i didn't even feel shagged after that la. it was only at night i felt the strains. :)

odac is the ultimate la. okay.
the people especially. :D

today malay was super funny la. arif is damn adorable, getting stressed for no reason. jufri is one violent guy. we were all shocked to death when he slapped arif la. haha it was damn hilarious la. i laughed till i cried. sahmadi and his 'terancam'. MY GROUP is the most coordinated group la. haha others all started on their powerpoint slides already and we're still finding information. HAHAH. how cool is that. we practically laughed the whole two hours away la. hahahahaha, my boys are so cute.

ZACHARY if you are reading this, please tell me why your name is written on my purple bottle, pencilbox, and the particular pink panther plaster (PPPP! alliteration!).
LOONICK if you are reading this, please know that you're missed. :) and oh i heard penny and me tonight and i started laughing cause i remembered the last time you tried to sing that.

oh gosh i've got GP assessment tmr, chem test tmr, malay project to do, gp to edit, physics tutorial, chem tutorial to do but i'm still stuck here. OKAY

till the next update,
(L)

2007-01-23T18:57:00.000+08:00

School's been great deal of fun, except for the fact I feel super stupid beside all the smart alexes in my class. Enough about school already!

haha today loo called and said its one month and two days of torture.
i said its one month and two days of torture.
haha i lloovoe.
enough said.

:)

2007-01-13T12:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday afternoon was probably the best times so far in AJ. woo, i'm so looking forward to next wed. (:

there's like nothing to blog about these days. rarely have the time to come online.
life now:
-wake up at 5/5.30
-leave at 6
-take 6.11 train
-catch up on sleep during journey
-meet raisah
-school till late
-an hour or more on journey home
-freshen up, eat
-read up notes, do tutorials
-sleep

next day, repeat from the top. pfft. tiring both physically and mentally but i guess im growing used to it! still contemplating whether or not to stay, of course i'tll depend mostly on the results that im beginning to dread, which is being released on the 5th feb (cue to scream). but i've made so many friends and kinda settled down a little so its making me think.well, we'll see what happens next later.
for now i've got to do GP. goodbye!

2007-01-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

2006's come and gone. The past year's been, quite a year actually. :)

In 2006 I,
truly learned the true colours of a ~~few~~ handful of people,
lost trust for certain people,
found someone,
found my treasure,
watch someone fly,
formed better relationships with loved ones,
and most importantly was,
learning more about myself and trusting people again.

In 2007 I hope,
I'll be true to myself and others,
I won't be used, ever again,
I'll lead a meaningful life.

2007 started off good, nothing beats launching personal 'fireworks'. It was fun while it lasted. Tomorrow school begins and so does a new chapter of my life. I hope things would be good in Anderson. I can't wait for the results for it'll mean I'll get to see my beloved classmates. I really miss 4S1, and the life we led in Crescent.

On a lighter note, today I got a video call from far-away-land. :) The Bill will soar, but it'll be worth it. So totally worth it.

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

thank you, nickloodeon. :)

2006-12-25T10:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

One, I'm not stuck in (four days before
Two, I'm no longer feeling sick
Three, I'm not angry at myself
Four, I'm not the only selfish person in the world
Five, its Not Denial

One through five, Positivity!
I am alright because I choose to be. Haha, no one would probably understand but whateverr I am deliriously happy. And no one would dare turn my mood the other way round.
--------

KL (yes, again) was FunFunFun. Every week the journey seems shorter and shorter. Haha. Food there is heavenly, the only thing thats bothering me now is how Fat (with a capital F) I've become! The wedding was good. I mean the company and food made up for everything else, even the scorching hot sun.
I'm Certainly looking forward to my next trip there Soon!

♥

2006-12-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

One, Im still stuck in yesterday.
Two, I'm still feeling sick. no wait, I actually feel like I'm flying even though I'm sitting still.
Three, I'm very angry at myself.
Four, I'm being selfish.
Five, I'm thinking its probably denial.

One through Five.
Nothing positive. And I thought I'd be alright.
Guess not. 22-12-06 is not a good day, but at least the company made up for everything else. I love going out with Morgan and Izz. :)

one down, 364 times two left.
haha, i will move on lahh. :D

2006-12-20T10:05:00.000+08:00

Its a beautiful day;
the sun's out and its not raining like yesterday.
the air's cool but too cold for me.

I'm sitting here wearing The Jacket to keep me warm, communicating with Loo by message relay, listening to Muse, and I've got every reason to feel upset, but I'm not.
Tomorrow would be the last. And I would be fine.

Let me show you my treasure, and the little bonus that we got on Monday.

i quote, "woah we even got a hug" :)
it was quite a day we had, Morgan and I.

Hello I'm here, says he.
hello will you be always, asks she.
Yes I will, says he.
where, asks she.
In thee's heart.
♥

Its a beautiful day;
the sun's out and its not raining like yesterday.
the air's cool but too cold for me.

2006-12-18T08:14:00.000+08:00

because i really don't know myself
thanks for listening although your hair makes me want t laugh.

because last night was the last,
thanks for everything you've done for me all this time.
i love you

with love.

2006-12-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

About your boat, I asked you why you put it on the hill like a fool.
If I put it in the water, I was afraid that it might sail away by itself. It's weird but when I love someone or something they all leave me.
Now, you can put your boat on the water. I'm here with you.

(: aye, makes me smile.

Okay babies I'm off already. I'll be back, uh, soon, before the year ends! ;D Take care but please keep tagging thank you.
xoxo.

2006-12-08T09:09:00.000+08:00

Izz and Licorice JellyBean

Sya Izz and Jalapeno Jelly Beans

2006-12-07T17:29:00.000+08:00

The PBMC chalet yesterday was so much fun. Should have came earlier then we could have done more things but I wasn't told of the details, just something along the lines of 6o'clock and bungalow15. Nonetheless, it was great fun.
The food. OMG. Glorious food. I ate four stingrays, and a million and one otah, and a few chicken. Not to mention the evil jellybeans. Jalapeno, was ultimately the most disgusting one I tasted, besides the caramel corn, sizzling cinnamon, licorice and many more.

Didn't had opportunity to take many photos though.
Pictures are Here!
There's two vids I uploaded.

IZZ OMGZ I'M SORRY I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE CHASING CARS VID! we'll do it again sometime okay? ;D

today esh and i saw the weirdest people around in Singapore. and of course the cute little boy who looked like a dinosaur. :)

2006-12-03T13:55:00.000+08:00

whooh
haven't been online in years!
comp's a little screwed, have t reformatttitt again. :(

anyway past few day's have been, relaxing.
yesterday i went to jb! miss the place there. :)

today i saw good looking. i nearly melted. hohoho.

I feel very terrible because of something I just read. :( I hope things would turn for the better. Soon.

2006-11-28T12:12:00.000+08:00

Crescent Prom Night 2006

highly out of tune school song, screeches with frequencies that are sky high, this video can't be more annoying if it wasn't mine.

fine memories. :)
the day when we must part, may Crescent remain in our hearts. ♥

2006-11-28T11:32:00.000+08:00

Ha ha. Prom's over. :) want pictures ask me.
Musical Evening was, :D.

I am happy.
deliriously happy!

Happy
hAppy
haPpy
hapPy
happY
hapPY
haPPY
hAPPY
HAPPY

:)
thank you ♥

2006-11-23T16:53:00.000+08:00

sapphire and fadded jeans, i hope you get your dreams

today was
\lots of fun with eunice
\restraint from food
\corinne bailey rae
\a million and one times
\ (:

Sell at 50. 10$
12'
32'
45'
thus its
380,
180,
50
=
610

-the greatest news today(:
besides the story about thieves in my block stealing my t-shirts.
Thank You Nick Loo Yoo Hoo(haha!)
i didn't even remember placing that one!

2006-11-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

i
love
[:

2006-11-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

one, listen to ridin' dirty.
two, watch their videos.
three, check myspace, message status: Read.
four, get upset.
five, repeat steps one to four.

are you dead mick?